Seriously...I never ever ever want to smoke again....but SERIOUSLY...I feel like shit.
I don't want to do anything...I mean, I want to ...but it's so hard to find the energy to do it. I've been fighting a bug, I think, or I'm fighting depression and it's so inter-mixed for me that I'm really not sure which it is. My legs feel like I've been running a marathon....which I haven't done a thing this week that is physical.
I have a major cramp in my thigh??? How??? Don't have a clue as to how or why it's there, but it is. I find my OCD type of behaviors - yes, don't we all have them, to be getting a bit worse, if not a lot worse.
I still don't want to smoke.
So, honey, there, I updated.
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